Balik Kampung...ooooo...balik kampung...hati girang...

tu la lagu yang Zafran nyanyi masa kat R&R Gua Musang ari tu...satu surau dengar..padahal dia duk lepak kat luar ngan bibik & adik tunggu aku abih solat...hehehehehe..bikin malu sungguh...

As usual..close friends yg tau aku akan balik celebrate birthday aku ngan my mum...IT'S A MUST.. so far tak pernah miss la... usually aku akan buat majlis kesyukuran tapi tahun ni birthday aku sesimple habis...wake up in the morning everybody wishes me and that's it...my hubby tanya nak kek ker...and aku kata tak yah la..dah tua...hahhaa..

aku tak mau buat majlis coz my nenek sepupu just passed away 25th April ari tu.. and dah menjadi tradisi, majlis tahlil akan buat till 3 to 7 days.. so ahli majlis sibuk ngan tahlil tu malas la aku nak jemput depa ke rumah lagi...so aku sedekah jer la kuih kat umah nenek..tumpang sekaki la...

Anak teruna ku plak, dah dasar budak bandar...balik kampung tu cam orang peghak la..abih kucing & ayam kena kejar dek dia...siap hari nak bertolak balik tu datang cakap kat aku & hubby yang dia nak tangkap ayam...kami ingat dia gurau..so hubby jawab la "Pie la tangkap..buh dlam plastik.." tetiba kami cari dia hilang...puas cari satu umah..dari depan dampai dapur..rupa2nya dia kat belakang umah kejar ayam nak tangkap...huhuhu...mana la nak taruk kat umah Ampang ni Nak ooiii...

ni la antara ayam & kucing yg menjadi mangsa Zafran...

Bibik aku sibuk merumput belakang umah pun dia sibuk nak tolong...kalu la sampai besar rajin camtu baguih la...




tak cukup ngan tu..main pasir tak yah citer la...sah2 la umah mak aku tu depannya mmg berpasir..babah dia plak bagi dia tong & spade...apa lagi...


Mak sepupu aku kat sebelah umah my mum tu ada cucu yg kecik2 lagi..tua skit dari zafran...apa lagi..hari2 nak mintak main ngan abang tu..tgh hari yg panas ceng2 pun dok beg to go out & play..puas la gaduh ngan babah dia.. suh tunggu petang skit... siap layan main bola tu... tgk gambar bawah tu...cam pro jer..hahaha



last day aku kat sana adik aku yg kerje kat seremban tu plak buat havoq.. dia sampai KB subuh tu.. petang tu kononnya kami 2 beradik ni nak pie la ziarah sedara kat dalam kampung nun..dah siap2 dia cari purse dia takde..masa tu dah lepas asar...just imagine dari lepas subuh hingga lepas asar baru dia realized purse dia takde...habis satu umah selongkar tapi tak jumpa..dia confident yg dia tak tertinggal kat seremban..pi la stesen bas transnasional..pie stesen depa suh pie depoh..pie depoh depa suh pie stesen...punya la hampeh...last2 adik aku pie buat report jer la..
nak jadi citer, hari senin ari tu balai polis call cakap ada org return purse dia tapi dah kosong... semua dah takde..yg tinggal hanya ID dia jer... sib baik gak la ID dia bleh recover..kalu tak lagi haru...

adik dah siap nak ikut ibu tapi Mak Itty plak hilang purse...so trip menziarah kena la cancel...

Adik dah tumbuh gigi

It's been ages since i last updated my blog.. dgn kesibukan tahap melampau dan cuti balik kampungnye..hehehe..

adik dah mula tumbuh gigi... slightly after hr viral fever attack, her 1st tooth emerge...kata org tua2 demam nak tumbuh gigi... masa tu nak amik gambar cam tak nampak sangat... by 19th April ari tu dah 2 batang gigi dia tumbuh.. and by yesterday (5th May), dah 4 batang... 2 bawah dan 2 atas...




gambar 4 batang belum sempat amik lagi...

Adik dah boleh berdiri...

She's just like Abang...

Abang dulu pun berdiri dulu baru merangkak.. the same thing happen this time around...

Masa abang dulu, lepas dia boleh berdiri baru lah dia merangkak.. adik ari tu nampak gaya2 nak merangkak tapi tetiba last week dia siap bangkit berdiri berpegang kat TV cabinet..masa tu maid ku kat toilet sbb abang nak poopoo..dia kuar2 toilet nampak adik dah berdiri...huaaaaa...sib baik tak jatuh...

agaknya dia demam2 tu nak dapat akai la tu...hehehehe

skang ni dah sibuk nak bertatih..suke tul kalu kita orang pegang tangan dia bagi dia bertatih.. kekadang tu tgh berdiri tu dia dah start move side ways sambil berpegang...

ada org cakap baby kena melalui semua phases tu dlm hidup dia from terlentang ke meniarap ke mengensot ke merangkak ke berdiri ke berjalan dan akhirnya berlari..kalu tak their mind tak systematicly developed..ntahla how true it is..tapi looking at my son..he seems OK jer.. tapi aku still berpegang kepada prinsip different child different development...as long as anak2 kita sihat and mentally active..i have no problem about it...

Cake Ben 10..

Ni sebenarnya project dah 2 minggu sudah tapi selalu lupa nak upload..
saje nak layuq hangpa...hahaha..rasanya takdela best gile...

semuanya start bila Zafran sibuk nak cake ben 10...so aku pie la meneroka kedai bakeri Bagus kat Melawati tu... tu mmg kedai faberet aku pun...mostly benda yg aku nak cari ada...so aku beli la adunan yg dah siap tu..tinggal tambah telur,butter & air jerk.. plusaku beli la gambar Ben10 utk cuppies tu... hasilnya...VOILA...



since aku ada tray cuppies yg kecik tu 12 lubang jerk.. the rest terusku convert dlm bekas muffin...tempting dok???hahahahaha

Maybank Spam

Biasanya kita ni dok baca kat email jer pasal kes2 macam ni...tetiba ari ni aku dapat email suh masuk link to reactivate account aku... terus aku masuk official site maybank to check my account.. boleh jerk...sah2 ni phishing email la ni... just to be sure..aku call customer service dia.. and CONFIRM tu tipu punya email...

so pesanan penaja...

sila la berhati2... depa ni tunggu masa jer nak tipu duit kita...

Adik is having viral fever..

OMG...

tu belum tengok reaction kami (me & hubby) bila tgk doctor tulis "Dengue" kat blood test form...buntang mata aku...

Tuesday kami bawak adik pie panel clinic & doctor refer to Pead sbb dia dah demam more than 3 days.. nak jumpa hari tu, Dr nasir penuh giler sampai refuse patient..so kami kata takpe la, kami datang balik next day..since masa tu dia cam OK & doctor kat clinic panel pun shud be OK for another day..

Doktor kat clinic panel tu risau sbb skang ni musim dengue..tu yg dia nak zahra buat blood test tu.. muka zahra pun start naik rashes.. and hari ni makin teruk..merah dah muke dia tu...

masa jumpa pead semalam, dia dah eliminate roseola sbb rashes tu naik immediately bila dia start demam..according to him, kalu roseola, rashes tu akan naik 3-4 hari after demam.. so just nak pastikan samada zahra kena "viral fever" (tu statement doctor kat kami..) atau tak, kena la buat blood test..tapi yg mengejutkan kami, kat form tu dia tulih dengue..nak gugur jantung aku..teringat masa babah dia kena dengue dulu...tu org tua...kalu baby camne la gamaknya..

dah la semalam doktor masuk clinic lambat sbb ramai patient dalam ward..kena tunggu blood test result lagi...by lunch baru la selesai semua... alhamdullillah, zahra just kena viral fever (alhamdullillah la...kalu kena dengue lagi parah kan??).. tapi tak kena warded sbb platelet count dia still normal... tapi doktor lepas with condition...kalu dia still demam after 2 days (by friday la..) adik kena buat blood test lagi sekali...

Ni gambar2 masa dok kat playroom sambil tunggu result blood test..






taking about blood test..aku yg cuak lebih...masa masuk bilik kat lab tu, aku yg berdebar...ye la...terbayangkan jarum nak amik darah tu masuk tangan zahra yg amatlah cute ittew.. aku yg tua ni pun sakit..ni kan lak baby.. sib baik la lab assistant tu baik..dia kata tak yah pakai jarum la since zahra still below 12 months..dia just prick cam nak buat blood glucose check tu jer..lepas prick dia picit sikit2 la..bagi kuar darah..and fascinating sungguh, dia tak nangis skit pun..budak2 kat lab tu siap kagum ngan dia lagi..

ni masa lab assistant nak amik darah dia..

notice jari yg berbungkus tu?? tu la jari yg amik darah..

i'm praying so hard that she'll get better fast.. kesian tgk dia..asyik melepek jerk...ngan maid aku ppun dia takmo..pantang nampak aku melintas...confirm keriau kalu aku tak amik.. kesian sungguh bila tgk baby demam ni kan...

ari tu masa aku berlenggengkan adik sbb nak bagi heat kuar, abg dia siap tgk aku semacam jer..ala2 nak tanya kenapa bila dia demam aku tak buat lagu tu...tapi takde la plak kuar soklan tu..dia tak ingat dulu masa dia baby2 pun aku buat benda yg sama...taktik yg aku belajar dari misi2 kat A&E ampang putri...masa abang dulu lagi ganas...misi2 bogelkan dia kat emergency room & mandikan dia ngan ais terus..sbb masa tu kalu tak silap temperature dia dah 40 degree...depa takut kena fit...alhamdullillah la tak jadi apa2... mmg susah nak jaga baby ni kan... banyak tul dugaan nak bolehkan dia cecah umur 2 years tu...once 2 years, body dia dah kuat untuk lawan balik...

i really pray that all my kids sihat rohani & jasmaninya...

Cows Milk Protein Allergy

What is cow's milk protein allergy (CMPA)?

Cow's milk protein allergy (CMPA) is the most common food allergy in children. A milk allergy usually starts when a child is given formula and has an allergic reaction to the protein of cow's milk. Approximately 3% of children are allergic to milk. A minority of them will outgrow the allergy within the first 3 years of life. Some children develop tolerance during adolescence. However, some of them will retain allergy for life.

How do I know if my child is allergic to cow's milk? Cow's milk protein allergy shows up in a variety of forms. The signs can come on suddenly or over a period of hours to days after ingesting the milk. A child can experience one or more of these symptoms: Type 1: Early Reaction • Appears 45 minutes after milk ingestion • Colic, diarrhea, vomiting, skin rash, eczema, occasionally wheezing or sneezing Type 2: Intermediate Reaction • Appears 45 minutes to 20 hours after milk ingestion • Vomiting and diarrhea Type 3: Late Reaction • Appears after 24 hours of milk ingestion • Diarrhea, vomiting, wheezing and coughing

These symptoms may also occur with many other illnesses, so it is always best to check with your doctor to confirm or rule out milk allergy as a possible cause.

What causes CMPA? 1. Family history of allergy If either parent is allergic to cow's milk, your child will tend to have an increased risk of developing cow's milk protein allergy. 2. Shorter duration of exclusive breastfeeding 3. Early exposure to cow's milk

What to do if your child is allergic to cow's milk • Cow's milk-based formulas need to be totally eliminated and substituted with an appropriate formula. • Soy-based formulas have been used to feed children with cow's milk allergy since 1929. • Soy-based formulas have been used increasingly as an alternative for children with adverse reaction to cow's milk. • Majority of children allergic to cow's milk can tolerate soy-based formulas very well. • Soy-based formula can provide appropriate nutrients to support growth and development. • Lactose-free formulas do have milk protein, so avoid them.

CMPA vs. lactose intolerance

How to recognize the differences between CMPA and lactose intolerance.

CMPA	Lactose Intolerance
• A reaction of the immune system to cow's milk protein	• Inability to break down the milk sugar, lactose
• Affects the digestive system as well as other systems in the body	• Affects digestive system only
• Can be life-threatening	• Non-life-threatening

Sometimes, cow's milk protein allergy symptoms are mild and cause only minor discomfort. But often, mild allergies can develop into more serious ones, endangering a person's health.

If your child displays any symptoms of cow's milk protein allergy, seek medical advice at once.

MORAL OF THE DAY: BREAST MILK IS THE BEST SOLUTION



source: http://www.abbottnutrition.com.my/pediatric_nutrition/ped_nut_lib_cmpa.asp

1st time adik demam

Masuk 7 bulan, ni la 1st time adik demam..sebenarnya dari hari sabtu dia start demam and semalam cam dah kebah..tetiba bila dia sedar kul 5.30am tadi, badan dia panas balik..huhuhu.. and since then asyik nak menempek...takmo letak langsung...so terpaksa la aku amik EL hari ni.. kesian plak nak tinggal dia ngan bibik...dia nak gayut jerk..

orang2 tua cakap biasanya budak deman tu nak beralih bulan atau nak dapat skil baru... zahra ni cam semua berlaku at the same time...beralih bulan...gigi nak kuar..& nak mula merangkak...

bagi orang yg tak pernah demam..she's soooooo manja...nak ngempeng jerk...

baru jer last week dia confirm ada CMPA (cow's milk protein allergy)... aku bukan bagi dia minum susu lombu pun...cuma last week masa nak pie kenduri tu kami bawak heinz punya food..yg banana creamy porridge tu...konon nak senang...tapi end up baby yg suffer...huhuhu (ketuk kepala sendiri).. lepas makan, malam tu dia start muntah2.. kuar flam.. sedangkan dia tak batuk pun.. terus pie klinik panel mintak dia refer to Dr Nasir, pediatric kat ampang putri tu... and confirm la dia ada CMPA..doktor siap perli aku...suh pasni masak sendiri jer...cam masa abang dulu...hahahah kena sebijik ataih batang hidung..

and doktor habaq yg adik ni under weight..coz sepatutnya by the age of 5 month dia dah kena double dia punya birth weight..maksudnya dia sepatutnya dah 6kg lebih...tapi last timbang masa kat clinic tu..berat dia just 5.8kg at the age of nearly 7 months..huhuhu..tapi sebab doktor tgh dia keras & still ada ketak2 doktor kata tak yah worry sangat..masa doktor check dia tu...siap nak tunjuk skill negensot dia lagi..hahahaha..budak tak reti dok diam...

ni gambar2 masa pie pead ari tu..sambil tunggu turn, lepas BF kat nursing room, bagi dia main kat playroom yg connect to the nursing room tu...

Suatu Masa - Amy

Being to few solo conserts, this one definitely different.. you can call it worth paying... cuma slack skit kali ni kami amik tiket grand circle which is not a good choice for concert (we learn it this time) cpz it is farther up and i was stuck with one bro who slouched to the circle railing which managed to block my whole view.. hate it!! Gave me a neck pain..

Not an ordinary concert..beyond expectation..biasanya bila p concert ni kita expect the artist to deliver his/her magic songs all throughout the concert but this time around, it's different.. you can feel that Amy is telling his career life story.. starting from being a rock star with a tight pants and big long hair to those famous "girls" songs like Nigina, Isabela, Laila Namamu Teratas & Rozana to his new found life..

Since it was a life story concert, there was minimal interaction with auditions compared to normal concerts but when he steeped down the stage during his "Kerja gila" song, the crowd when bizarre..he even did a dive on one line of auditions..

The 2 character at first you just think they are jokers as in Makyung (Wok Long & Pok Dogol) turned out to be the "Iblis" & "Syaitan"..who have managed to influenced him all throughout his life.. and when he found his new life, the 2 jokers were destroyed.

It's sooooooooooooo rare for you to see a famous rock star to sing an Asma ul Husna song on stage..not even a ballad singer rite?? The moment he started to sing his new song in relation to Islam and Allah, the crowd seems submerge into the songs.. that is what we call dakwah thru songs.. it's totally different..if you are at one of Nasyid concert, it won't impact you that much.. but it's Amy's concert...

Overall i rate this concert 5/5..despite of the sucks sound system at the beginning.. Ogy did a great job as the Musical Director..

Rezeki...

Alhamdullillah, bulan ni kami dapat increment..

walaupun cinonet, ada la gak.. semestinya ada suara2 sumbang.. disebabkan increment ni performance based, ada la yg berbunyi ala2 tak puas hati ngan performance yg diterima.. to me personally aku bersyukur sangat2.. walaupun jumlah nya ciput, it's still rezeki to me.. ada company yg langsung tak bagi increment & bonus pun..so kalu dapat tu..sendiri mau ingat la...

Dan jika Kami rasakan kepada manusia suatu rahmat (nikmat)
daripada Kami,kemudian Kami cabut daripadanya,
pastilah dia menjadi putus asa lagi tidak berterima kasih..
(surah Hud:9)

Allahuakbar.. jauhkanlah aku dari menjadi orang2 yang sebegitu...

Aku masih ingat my ex boss selalu berpesan kat aku dulu, "rezeki tu not only monetary..kita kena ingat nikmat2 lain yg Allah berikan.."

Last year aku fight la jugak for performance aku, tapi to no avail..tapi sekurang-kurangnya aku fight la kan.. bila mana aku tau aku tak dapat level yg tinggi, Allah memberiku nikmat yg lagi maha besar..Aku dapat new baby...tu la rezeki aku...REMEMBER!!! there's always blessing in disguise...belajar mencukuri apa yang ada...

Kita ni selalu lupa..termasuk la aku ni..time senang lupakan Dia tapi bila susah, baru lah terhegeh-hegeh nak bangun malam bertahajud & solat hajat...masya allah.. sesungguhnya aku ni lalai..

SHAKEN BABY SYNDROME (SBS)

I got this from my email & it is sooooooooooooo scary especially kpd ibu2 yg membiarkan babies mereka dijaga oleh org lain... seperti saya ni... huhuhu.. balik ni nak kena warning bibik..manalah tau...


Health Info


SBS merupakan kecederaan otak bayi disebabkan goncangan atau pergerakan kepala yang kuat. Boleh berlaku dalam tempoh sesingkat 5 saat pergerakan yang kuat. Kecederaan yang serius boleh menyebabkan kecacatan otak yang lama, serius dan kekal pada bayi.. Ianya berlaku apabila kepala bayi digoncang atau dihentak dengan objek walaupun objek lembut seperti bantal. Ada teori mengaitkan dengan pergerakan seperti menimang bayi, menaiki buaian serta memegang bayi ketika seseorang sedang marah atau bergaduh boleh menyebab berlakunya SBS. Sebab lain ialah penderaan bayi (child abuse) dan selalunya mempunyai kesan-kesan penderaan yang lain.

Perkara ini berlaku kerana kepala bayi mempunyai nisbah yang lebih besar berbanding badan mereka, leher yang lemah dan struktur otak yang masih belum matang serta lebih kandungan air berbanding orang dewasa.
Amalan menimang atau menggoncang sering dilakukan oleh penjaga terutama bila bayi tidak mahu berhenti menangis. Ada yang menimang bayi kerana untuk menenangkan bayi dan ada juga melakukannya ketika marah atau penat menjaga bayi.....( occupational stress ).


PENCEGAHAN
1. Jangan sesekali menggoncang bayi anda ketika marah atau untuk bermain.
2. Jangan memegang bayi anda ketika marah.
3. Jikalau anda tidak dapat menenangkan bayi anda, lebih baik anda tinggalkan bayi anda untuk sementara waktu di dalam katil bayi atau kepada orang lain.
4. Minta bantuan orang lain.

Ianya bukanlah kes terpencil malah di Amerika Syarikat sebanyak 1500 kes dilaporkan setiap tahun. Mereka juga telah mengharamkan sebarang bentuk alat menggoncang bayi seperti buaian.

Project Last weekend

Ni la project aku last weekend..

Ni sebenarnya pot pouri yg ditempah oleh opis mate ku.. untuk sepupu dia yg nak kawin this weekend.. according tu her..ni gift utk main table..

Siap dalam masa 2 hari...hahaha..mau taknya...8 biji jer..hahahaha

Theme dia purple..

aku pakai stokin utk cover instead of pakai organza...cuma dia fragile la skit... since dia ada mention auntie dia nak yg ada crystal2 skit..aku pakai la crystal..aku beli yg dah siap ikat.. a bit pricey dowh..

Bila ada baby kecik ni leceh skit la nak concentrate..eventhough aku ada bibik..but still my baby full BF..so ada masa kena break bagi dia susu dulu..aku rasa kalu tak..mesti sehari dah boleh siap kut..

New edition for Laili MamaAmpang..

Yesterday pagi sesudah subuh aku dapat SMS dari my dear friend Laili MamaAmpang...budak2 SI yg lama2 sure kenal minah ni..dulu2 kalu kat SI tu, dia ni cam big sister yg sungguh rajin memberi nasihat on BF & seorang hard core BF supporter...but now jarang dah dia masuk SI rasanya..cam aku gak la..panggilan kerja yg tak habis2..

Berbalik pada SMS beliau.. dia dah selamat melahirkan baby girl...3.44kg.. petang semalam aku sempat gak la pie ziarah dia.. kena cepat2 pergi...kalu bertangguh nanti, tak sampai terus kang..hehehehe...sedar2 baby dah besar..

Aku pun dah lama tak jumpa Laili..the last time was when she lost her last baby.. (al-fatihah for her) Sampai2 baby tgh BF.. Aku siap kagum lagi..she was alone with her new baby..takde org tunggu coz masa tu hubby dia turun bawak anak2 yg lain kuar..sbb depa bising sangat (ni according to Laili la)... ingat masa aku bersalin kan Zahra.. Dr. Marlik siap suh hubby jgn terima visitor (termasuk la anak teruna aku yg hyper tu) buat sementara waktu..siap tampal kat luar pintu "No Visitor"..sebabnya aku punya BP shoot up lepas kuar dari OT..hehehe..saje buat gempaq..

Baby Laili ni baby girl..comey..siap marah lagi mama dia bila mama dia lepaskan dia dari nenen..hehehe..biasa la tu..kuar2 nak gayut 24 jam.. i love to look at new born ni..merah lagi..mata pun sembab jerk.. cam teringin nak baby lagi..hahahaha..tunggu la adik besar skit..kesian dia..tak sempat nak bermanja..

Congrats to Laili & Lan for their new bundle of joy..yg belum ada namanya lagi tu..

Rumahku Banjir...

Jumaat lepas dapurku BANJIR!!!

Dah la ari tu balik lambat..balik2 umah ujan baru renyai2..by the time aku nak masuk mandi, tetiba aku bunyi cam hujan lebat gile..pastu bunyi cam kuat..cam dlm umah.. mmg hujan dalam umah..aku kuar dari toilet aku nampak air mencurah2 turun dari atap belah bahagian dapur.. OMG!!! hujan pulak lebat gile..by 10 min, air dalam dapur aku dah cecah sampai takat buku lali..

last week mmg aku buat a bit of rooftop fixes..belah dapur & master bedroom.. tak sangka plak nak jadi lagu tu.. sib baik la contractor yg buat fixes tu neighbour kami.. terus sepantas kilat telefon dia suh dia panggil worker dia datang buat temporary measure.. beria gak la kami menagguk air.. tension tul.. Saturday tu dia betulkan la balik...

Nak jadi cerita, semalam masa kami kuar petang tu..hujan lebat..hubby dah pesan kat maid kalu bocor lagi suh dia telefon hubby.. masa kami dah on the way back.. tetiba maid telefon.. bocor lagi.. huhuhuhu..banjir lagi..bak kata maid ku.."lumayan juga airnya.." hahaha..but it is not as bad as before la.. so hari ni sekali lagi worker tu nak kena betulkan balik la jawabnya...

Beautiful Blogger Award

Huish...tetiba adindaku yg sorang ni bagi this award to me..hehehehe...

Apapapun, it really makes my day...tetiba rasa lawa la plak...muhahahaha **gelak evil** (terus hilang kejelitaan)hehehehehe

So I would like to extend the award to kawan2 yg lain gak...

Zirap
Cik Fid
Nora
Najibah
Sid
Zatul
Yusmi
Didi
Zie
Ziza

tak cukup 15 la plak..huhuhu..takpe la..

Here are the rules to accept the award :

1. Thank & link the person that gave you the award.
2. Pass this award onto 15 bloggers you’ve recently discovered and think are fantastic
3. Contact said Blogs and let them know they’ve won the award
4. State 7 things about yourself

about my self..let me think for a sec...

i. Trying very hard to be a true Muslim
ii.A mother of 2...for a time being...hahaha
iii. loves to cook
iv. trying very hard to be ibu mithali...hahahahaha
v. suke spend time reading novels..
vi. love to observe & try to interpret the person's character yg sedang diobserve..
vii.bit vocal& sarcastic at times..hehehehe..


So kepada yg diberikan award tu...rajin2 la yer...tak paksa... **wink**

BF & Training...

Last week my boss ajak aku pie training kat singapore.. dilemma tahap gaban petala ke8.. sebenarnya aku nak pie..ye la..bukan selalu dapat peluang to go to international conference atau training..

tapi bila aku tau traininng tu 4 hari..terus aku terpaksa reject..lama tu..since aku still fully BF, 4 days away from my baby is not a luxury i'm looking for..banyak cons dari pros nya.. that separation will disturb my pumping & feeding routine..which will definitely disturb my supply..

Bukan tak boleh bawak Zahra..tapi kalu bawak Zahra..my hubby pun kena ikut..takkan dia nak cuti 4 hari gak...ada opis mate cakap..tak kisah sbb stok aku banyak..tapi bila aku congak..9 botol per day time 4 days...36 bottles...perghhh..mampu kah aku nak top up balik...rather not take the risk...36 bottles tu bukannya sikit...nak kena exhaustive power pumping tu..nak cover stok hari2 pun terkial2..ni plak nak cover banyak2...aku belum boleh percaya kemampuan aku..though i think i am a mental warrior..ni more than that..ni bukan setakat memerlukan semangat dan keazaman yg sungguh maha kuat.. tapi pengorbanan dari segi masa sekali..aku rasa la kan..kalu aku nak dapat 36 botol tu...mau kena cuti seminggu which i can't afford to do so...

Aku positive that Insya allah, akan ada lagi peluang ni dimasa akan datang...kalu setakat training kat KL ni aku tak kisah..seminggu pun takpe..coz aku still boleh pump masa lunch & petang plus I still can direct feed my baby..

Aku teringat one of member SI yg kena course PTD..tiap2 minggu hantar stok balik umah 4 her baby..kagum gile aku ngan minah ni..kalu kat hotel tu ada tempat nak store EBM mungkin tak banyak masalah kut..tapi kalu kat fridge pun paling kuat tahan 3 hari..kalu masuk freezer, kalu kuarkan sure EBM tu akan "ter"thaw..

Akuu ni je nis malas nak pikir.. since my boss memahami, aku rela menarik diri..Insya allah pengorbanan ku ini ada hikmah disebaliknya..hanya Allah yg maha mengetahui..segalanya for my precious babies..

School Holidays

skang ni 1 week of school holiday is a nightmare for my maid & Adik..for him to be at home 24-7..adik la jadi mangsa..with me at home semalam & hari ini sbb adik tak berapa sihat pun tak menjadi halangan for him to kacau adik..tetiba boleh dgr adik menjerit..ada la tu yg dia buat kat adik.. with Adik yg dok eye buku abang..lagi la haru kat umah ni..sat hak satu tu menjerit marah..sat lagi yg adik plak melalak.. can't imagine jadi full time house wife..hehehehehe..stress..hehehehe..tapi stress ni tak seteruk stress kat opis la...

nak marah pun tak guna..maybe to him to cara dia main ngan adik..since he loves her..so terpaksa la main ugut..cakap kat dia yg if he hurts adik..kami akan hantar adik balik kampung.. definitely dia tak bagi..so dia tak buat la jap..memandangkan memory span budak2 kan endek..sat lagi bila dia lupa, dia akan kacau adik balik..kekadang kesian kat adik coz she's not getting her beauty sleep..baru jer tido, abg jerit2 sampai dia tersedar..si adik ni plak light sleeper..senang benar terjaga...

Cuti sekolah kali ni kami takpie mana2 pun sebab contractor yg nak betulkan atap tu nak start kerja minggu ni...so takleh la tinggal umah.. since abang still in pre-school, rasanya tak kisah sangat for him to skip schools a few days later for us to balik kampung..dah lama rasanya kami tak balik..last time raya pose aritu la..bawak balik adik.. Insya allah maybe May ni kami balik KB la kut...our routine to celebrate Zafran's & my birthday with my mum... hehehehe

Abang Terbabas

After 3 weeks diaperless.. i thought he can do it...tapi kelmarin dia terbabas...

Agaknya sbb on Sunday tu dia penat sangat, so he's soooo lazy to wake up to go to toilet...so jadi la kes terbabas.. as usual dia akan bangun awal & crash on my bed...masa dia masuk bilik tu, ada bau..tapi bila pegang seluar dia cam kering jer..so aku ignore jer la...perhaps adik yg kencing banyak..come to think of it, kencing adik bukannya ada bau...hehehehe..maklum la masa tu ibu dia jalu2 lagi..sbb malam tu gak adik tak nyenyak tido..every hourly dia menrengek..kepala ibu dia pun masa tu berdengung semacam jerk...

tetiba, hubby yg baru sudah mandi bergegas masuk bilik angkat Abang...aku yg tercangak2 tanya pasalpa..hubby cakap Abang terbabas..kakak tgh sibuk bukak cadar & waterproff bedpad.. memandangkan Abang ni tido lasak..tilam pun kena gak..coz waterproff bedpad tu tak cukup panjang to cover the whole lenght of single bed..sib baik la tilam IKEA tu ada plastic cover kat belah dlam so tak teruk sangat la..

tapi kami tak punish dia pun..tanya dia kenapa tak kejut kakak bangun kencing..he refuse to answer..siap tukar topik lagi...malu agaknye.. hehehehe..but Babah dia remind him that if he needs to go..just wake Kakak up..and as usual..jawapan dia "OK".. :)

To us..for him tak terbabas for 3 weeks is already an achievement..biar apapun org nak cakap..kami still bangga ngan our boy..he's a smart boy....(kalu kami tak puji, sapa lagi nak puji anak kami kan...)

Result SPM ...kenanganku

Bila 2 hari lepas result SPM diumumkan...teringat aku time aku dulu...

dulu mana ada berapa2 A cam skang...dulu semua pakai aggregat..

Auntie aku kerja ngan kementerian pendidikan & sah2 dia dah tau result aku seminggu awal dari tarikh announcement.. siap dia pakat ngan mak aku reka cerita... maklumla masa trial exam, aku hanya skor 24 aggregat..atas pagar la tu..siap masa tu kena masuk kelas quarantin lagi..hampeh..wat malu jerk..hahaha..

Mami & my auntie pakat kata result aku teruk..aku punya la sedih and malu...maklumla masa tu aku tgh buat Form 6 kat sekolah menengah harian kat kampung aku..cikgu2 semua pakat takmo layan aku bila aku tanya pasal naak beli buku atau soklan2 yg aku tak paham sbb depa kata aku budak boarding school ..sure result gempak & sure aku dapat masuk U... so bila mami kata aku dapat result teruk..terus aku tak tau nak taruk muke katne... siap nangis tu.. siap aku takmo pie amik result kat Muar..

Tapi mami paksa gak aku pie amik result aku..masa nak amik result tu, Cikgu yg on duty tu tanya aku.."Betul ker ni result awak??"..punye la aku cuak..pasai pe plak cikgu tanya lagu tu...ataupun dia tak caya aku dah merosakkan nama sekolah ngan result aku yg hampeh... rupa2nya.. aku dapat result yg sungguh best...tu yg buat dia tak caya tu..yela...budak yg kena quarantin tetiba skor baik..hahaha (ada unsur2 riak...hahahahah)

Apapapun..Alhamdullillah..dgn result tu la aku masuk U..and dapat kerja cam yg aku ada hari ni...

Aku masih tak paham ngan anak2 skang yg skor sampai semua subjek A+ cam anak opismate aku tu...camne la depa belajar agaknya...apapapun..semua tu rezeki masing2...rezeki mak bapak to have anak2 yg brilliant...

Carrying pump naik LRT...

Ada orang pernah tegur aku bila tgk aku bawak beg pump aku nak p opis pagi tu..dialog nye lebih kurang camni la...

"still pumping"
"yap"
"Baby dah berapa bulan"
"dah 6 bulan.."
"You drive ker"
"Nope..naik LRT"
"You bawak beg pump berat2 tu naik LRT?"matanya buntam tgk aku..
"Yap..kenapa??Ok jer..."

Aku tak paham knp dia mesti terkejut..cam la susah sangat nak angkut beg tu..sangkut jer atas belakang.. ada sekali tu ex boss aku cakap aku cam budak nak pie sekolah jer ngan beg pack tu..hahaha..positively aku take it as I'M STILL YOUNG...hahahhaha

berbalik pada isu mengusung bawak beg pump naik LRT..sesungguhnya aku tak rasa ianya membebankan pun...as long as my baby can fully BF..i'll do anything for it..

so kepada mommies yg berazam nak full BF tu..jgn la malas..jgn pikir beban...tapi fikirlah benefit of BF to your babies..and insya allah, pahala yg menanti...