My new journey...

Since 2nd February my life has been turned upside down..and there's no turning back now...

my new job assignment is soooooooooooo "sibuk"...there no such day as hari tanpa meeting.. on top of those meeting, there are still tasks to be completed..emails to respond to...reports to prepare...huhuhu..OMG...what i've done?? i was looking for a more challenging job...and my wishes came true..but am i rready for it...guess need to juggle my life now..

on top of that my pumping session has gone hay wire..ikut sempat jer..kekadang tu kena sneek out of the meeting room...sib baik i'm no longer facing the no let down reflex problem...kalu tak sure stress tahap gaban..kekadang tu susah gak nak sneek out if meeting tu mmg highly relate to my tasks...huhuhu...

since that's the choice i've made...i've to live with it la kan??i don't think it is much problem kalu aku tak fully BF..ni on top of the hay wired pumping session, nak balik lambat pun masalah besar gak...takut tak cukup stok for Zahra nak minum kat umah...so far, i've managed to make sure i reach home the latest by 8pm..so ngam2 by then Zahra nak susu lagi..

so soklan aku...sapa cakap senang bila you choose to fully BF your baby???mencabar tau.. so to those yg selalu look down at people like me..cuba korang juggle your time like we do...and WHAT SAY YOU???

yg paling best, on 10-11 feb ari tu aku kena attend training kat Grand Millennium..sekali la ngan company2 lain..masa aku dok pump susu kat surau masa lunch break tu, ada sorang kakak ni tegur aku..dok tanya2 pasal breastfeed ni..bila aku citer kat dia kata aku fully BF my baby..dia siap kagum..dia siap cakap.."Insya Allah banyak pahala awak.." waktu tu happynya aku...amin...
masa tu ada dua tiga org coursemate dlm surau tu..BF dah jadi topik perbualan la plak.. siap semua org share ngan aku masalah BF depa..ada sorang minah ni, dia cakap dia give up full BF after 6 months sbb baby dia refuse EBM..dia cakap baby dia sanggup berlapar dari minum EBM..tapi sbb aku kena rush masuk class, tak sempat plak aku nak tanya dia, camne la plak baby dia minum FM kalu anak dia refuse EBM...musykil la plak..ke baby dia tak minum susu langsung sbb dah start on solid...sbb dia ada mention yg baby dia malam mmg full BF...misteri???heeheheheheh

Cuma masalah aku, setiap kali kena kerja atau training kat luar ni, aku jadi cuak...what if tempat tu takde power outlet??dah biasa pakai electric pump (double) ni, rasa cam "malas" nak pakai avent manual aku tu..ye la...dah la manual, single lak tu..bukan apa, it will take longer time..heheheh..teruk tul la aku ni kan...