My Life...: Birthday Zafran...Setahun sudah berlalu...

Dah setahun umur anak aku ni...macam baru jer aku melalui saat sakit nak beranak tu..
Aku still ingat...kul 5.00am, nurse kejut aku coz nak masukkan ubat utk induce bersalin...aku ada hi-blood so doktor don't wanna take the risk...so i was advise to induce my labour..2 jam tak leh bergerak..just imagine camne rasanya...
kul 8.30 my gynae masuk...1st time rasa kena seluk...cuak giler...doktor siap suh aku relax to avoid rasa sakit tu...dah bukak 3cm...doktor suh siap nak masuk labour room...cuak tuhan jer yg tahu...masa misi masuk nak tolak aku...aku siap cakap aku nak qada' solat subuh aku dulu...aku tak leh nak semayang coz 2 jam tak leh gerak...by the time boleh gerak, subuh dah habis...bukan apa...aku terfikir...kalu la aku meninggal masa melahirkan...at least aku dah qada' semayang aku...ye la org selalu cakap beranak ni bertarung nyawa...
kul 9 misi bawak masuk wheel chair nak tolak aku...tapi masa tu dgn berlagaknya aku cakap aku nak jalan...so aku jalan la p labour room tu...ada a few people kat depan labour room tu yg terpusing kepala tgk aku jalan sendiri p labour room...
masuk jer labour room...misi bawak satu jarum besar..panjang giler...terkujat aku dibuatnya... siap tanya nak buat apa ngan jarum tu...rupanya nak pecahkan water beg aku..."poop"tu la sound yg aku dengar..agaknya tu la bunyi water bag pecah...yg bestnya dah pecah water bag tapi takde air yg kuar...nurse siap seluk 2 - 3 kali nak ensure betul ker...nurse yg senior tu siap buat assumption yg air aku kurang...tapi seingat aku masa last scan tu doktor cakap air aku just nice jer...air hanya keluar after 4 hours later...kul 1..tetiba rasa panas jer ngalir...sepanjang 4 hours tu...aku hanya dilute 4 cm...doktor masuk check kul 2pm..tanya aku weither aku nak amik any pain killer tak...masa tu aku cam berlagak jer...aku tak mo amik apa2...coz aku nak rasa sakit beranak tu...my contraction dah makin rapat...selang 5 minit...after 5 hours, ada senior nurse ni masuk seluk aku lagi...since aku tak progressing, dia advise aku amik jap...so that aku relax skit & baby more relax utk turun...bayangkan la...after taking that jap...aku boleh lena samapi 2 jam..cam tak rasa jer sakit tu...eventhough contraction aku makin kuat...tapi still aku tak dilute...aku cam dah letih...bayangkan 7 hours dlm labour room...aku tengok ariff pon dah letih semacam...
Kul 4 doktor masuk lagi...still aku tak dilute...doktor tanya aku my opinion tapi since this is my 1st born...bukannya aku tau apa...aku tanya doktor balik...what's her suggestion...dia suggest aku to go 4 C-sect since aku dah lama pecah air & i was not progressing as expected...dia takut baby lemas..so just imagine after 7 hours...last2 kena C-Sect...kalu aku tau...awal2 lagi aku choose C-Sect...tak yah double pain...
4.30 I was pushed to the OT..this is my second time being push to OT...1st dulu masa buat Ovarian drilling...still gave me the creep..last thing i remember...the anesthetist ask me to start counting...aku ingat sampai 3 jer kot...
Aku sedar cam lalok jer...my throat hurt..cam gatai gile..cam org batuk tak lepas...aku cam mimpi jer yg aku cabut my oxigen mask tu...aku siap cam dengar daktor marah nurse sebab allow aku bukak oxigen mask tu...tapi semua tu very blur jer...aku drift on & off to sleep...
Last sekali aku sedar bila nurse kejut aku kata dah habis...I saw my hubby standing there in the Recovery Room...masa tu aku bleh nampak mata dia bergenang..He kissed me & thanked me for the lovely healthy baby boy...According to my hubby, dia tanya doktor knp i tak dilute...dktor suspect sebab embilical cord zafran pendek...so dia tak leh turun bawah...
The baby weigth 3.47kg...a very chubby one...hubby tunjuk aku gambar yg dia dah tangkap thru camera phone dia...bulat giler muka dia...cam piring...my hubby siap cakap awal2 yg my baby cam ada cleft lip..aku tau dia bg tau aku sebab takut aku terkejut..aku still ingat..aku siap nangis lagi....a long wait has come to an end...now I'm blessed with MOHAMAD AMIR ZAFRAN...
Aku ingat lagi kul 6pm...nurse tolak masuk my baby to my room..that was my first sight of my baby..he's sooooo cute...chubby just like me & hubby..since aku C-Sect takleh la aku nak hug him kuat2...the nurse just lay him next to me...i still can remember...dia bukak mata...i was so surprise...i thought new born takleh bukak mata lagi...dia mewarisi mata sepet ku...nurse suh aku Breastfeed...first time...mmg kekok habis...but to my surprise Zafran pandai hisap...aku nangis lagi..
Dr pembacaan aku, I request for zafran to be rooming in ngan aku...so that i can BF him whenever he needs..satu jer aku notice perangai Zafran ni...He's an ACTOR...from the very begining...aku ingat lagi masa tu 2nd day aku kat spital...malam kul 11pm...nurse masuk check on us...he was sleeping soundly...nurse siap puji dia..."Alaaaa...baiknya dia..."lepas a few steps nurse tutup pintu bilik...dia start melalak bagai nak rak...From that very moment sampai la skang...org akan cakap he's such a good boy...behave & tak byk ckp...padahal...kalu takde org...dialah raja...

A year has passed...Those was when i underwent the labour process...mengeluarkan MOHAMAD AMIR ZAFRAN untuk melihat dunia...which might be cruel to him one day...
Now he's a healthy (despite of his asthmatic prob), funny & mischiveous boy..He's the joy of my life...Insya Allah I'll try my very best to raise him menjadi seorang muslim yg sejati dan anak yg soleh...aminnnn.....

Ni la gambar2 taken on his birthday...